rinduuuuu 

usually I like to try (try being an arguable word) and keep rants and emo moody postaway from this space because I'd rather this space be a place filled with happy-fying 
things. But I guess today is just one of those days where my whines cant stay away. 
it's two days from our Spain trip, Kimmy just left for home and im sitting here
wishing I was flying back home too. Woke up today feeling totally alienated by my 
surroundings and just plain lonely.  le sighs. havent felt this bad since the first week 
i got here. something is wrong with me. and whats more, i keep listening to songs 
like I'll be home for Christmas and such. gahhh. got some assignments to finish up 
but for now I would just like to wallow by myself with a boxful of munchies and a 
day of TV series nonstop. ugh. good bye.

doing a suejan 

Think the best part about shopping is coming home and re-trying everything all over 
again. Just realized after snapping a picture of my stash that my newly bought stuff 
matched. I must have a sub-conscious colour pallette in my head while shopping 
coz everything seems to be in shades of rose, champagne, beige or grey. interesting…

today's shopping achievement : not one single piece of clothing was black in colour.
today's shopping failure : buying sheer & summer-like clothing when in actual fact the 
reason for the shopping trip was to get more warm clothes for winter. -_-  fail terus.

i guees my retail therapy activities are pretty extensive because a friend of mine recently 
made it into a verb. this is what he said : "when I get to Spain im gonna go to Zara and 
pull a suejan." I burst out laughing right when I heard that… lawls. i shall not deny any
thing lest my friends accuse me of lying. ;p all i can say is that all the things i've 
experienced, things i own, oppurtunities opened to me - they are all from my Him.  and 
like the way Dave has put it, i am merely blessed and living in that favour. 
and extremely thankful for it too. :D