skygazing


tonight we took a long walk back from a friend's place after a full housewarming, some
wii games and chilling in a cosy room. i love the nights here on campus. not always 
quiet (especially on weekends), but somehow the noise seems to fade if you would
just look upwards and spend some time stargazing. i think this might actually carry on 
as a daily routine. skygazing and recapping the day. thinking about what i did, what i 
should have done or shouldn't have done. and mostly thinking alot about the things i
shouldn't have said. my mouth tends to runaway like that. Less talking Sue Jan! more
listening ok?

Psalms 141:3
Set a guard over my mouth, O LORD; keep watch over the door of my lips.


hello autumn.

i like you and your weather when you're not raining or windy. :D please stay this way
for as long as possible. im not that fond of your friend. third week here and im making
progress. less homesick-ickyness. more busyness.and drat, the workload is piling up.
its take quite an effort to restart my brain and channelling the system into study mode
again. i've been running around with classes, supermarket trips, potluck dinners (made
my first quiche! go me and kimmy by the way), french dinners with a whole lot of
skyping in between here and there. i am told to enjoy these early weeks because come
November it's all going to come crashing right into me. oh oh.
made my way to the sports centre for dance class testers today and i have to say,
i really missed dancing. sure i did it every other weekend back in KL, but i missed having
to be the one following and learning new choreography. contemporary routine = luv!
am all tired out from having to walk a good .8 miles due to the fact that the shuttle bus
were filled with drunk happy party people and we couldnt squeeze ourselves in. twice.
walking with europeans is tiring. short asians like me have to take two steps just to keep
up with their one stride. kid you not. will post up pictures of the height difference soons. 

first week is ovah.

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m0dGZxQSR0U]

despite how happy and fun this  video looks, there are plenty of homesick/lonely
moments that accompany me too.it's just not captured on camera. i have already
posted this on facebook, but for the sake of keeping this place alive and running
here it is. hahhaha so cheating weih.:D
edit*
it's the next morning and im extremley homesick now. i feel like booking a flight
right now back to KL and driving all the way to melawati just to sit on bed in my 
room. gaaaaaarrrddwwwwwdd. nak nangis giler babi.

so...


i've arrived. what should i write hehs.
the campus is HUGE. i guess it would be as big a melawati. or even bigger. My uni
has approximately 30 000 students. oops it's only 24 000. but yeah. considering
my previous college had on 300+ students this is phoarrwww.

my week has been filled with meets and greets from all over the world (it's inter
national students week), momentary pangs of homesickness especially after a home
cooked meal barn dancing,  tonnss of walking, skyping , a hilarious game of sumo
wrestling and getting comfy in a tiny room. i'll be posting a video soon and i guess
it'll be much more interesting than what im writing about now. sure it might sound
fun but sometimes the alone-ness is  really overwhelming. 

but then i remind myself that it's only the 1st week. and then i get a panic attack
wondering that if this carries on till december? and then i tell myself no it won't be
like that. it's like that. ups and downs and ups agains. and the only thing that keep
me sane and sure is when i remember Him.  being pulled away from your world
pushes you to find Him even more. that's when you really see how dependant you
actually were on other things when it should have been God.