everynow and then i find myself wondering why im doing what im doing. and then i stumble onbeautiful things that remind me why i love designing. Will you just look at those gorgeous textures and tones. argrhhrhrhrh. i lovvveee it to bits. Best Bar Interior Restaurant & Bar Design Awards 2009. {FINALIST}on a side note, i've been having a mental block ever since the presentation two weeks ago. agrhrh. Their words have been eating into my brain ever since.Wrong pictures, weak, Not translating design. Speshly hers. they've built up a hugeeee expectation and im not sure I can come up with something that will even touch the line of their standards. And I think im even too scared to try. Teruks teruks ;( tell me to pick up a book, study it and memorize it cover to cover - i can. easy peasy. but design sketches, concepts, colour schemes and all that? makes me wanna box my own head. how ironic. i lovehate it.