Hardest thing

"How can I not be moved by all Your goodness, all Your blessings, by all that You've done in my life. How can I turn my back on You when I've experienced You so much this year." Giving up things has never been easy. But it's worth it for the One who have it all up for you.

out of the blue

  saw a friend post a picture of an aerial shot of Winter Wonderland over Hyde Park. Just looking at that picture made me suddenly wanna burst into tears at the thought of not being able to celebrate Christmas here in London anymore this year.oh dear.

on one hand,. i am really looking forward to moving on. going back to Malaysia. back to home. on the other hand... ohmai ohmai ohmai 3 years worth of living in this place. its gonna be hard to say bye.