its time to let go, and let God

Ecc 3:1-8 To everything there is a season, A time for every purpose under heaven:

2 A time to be born, And a time to die; A time to plant, And a time to pluck what is planted; 3 A time to kill, And a time to heal; A time to break down, And a time to build up; 4 A time to weep, And a time to laugh; A time to mourn, And a time to dance; 5 A time to cast away stones, And a time to gather stones; A time to embrace, And a time to refrain from embracing; 6 A time to gain, And a time to lose; A time to keep, And a time to throw away; 7 A time to tear, And a time to sew; A time to keep silence, And a time to speak; 8 A time to love, And a time to hate; A time of war, And a time of peace. Vs 11 : He has made everything beautiful in its time.

Dear God, help me to live my life, in submission to your time, to your purpose. in every season, allow my heart and mind to be sensitive to what you are planning and doing.

out of the blue

  saw a friend post a picture of an aerial shot of Winter Wonderland over Hyde Park. Just looking at that picture made me suddenly wanna burst into tears at the thought of not being able to celebrate Christmas here in London anymore this year.oh dear.

on one hand,. i am really looking forward to moving on. going back to Malaysia. back to home. on the other hand... ohmai ohmai ohmai 3 years worth of living in this place. its gonna be hard to say bye.


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_MG_9533 _MG_9538 _MG_9549 _MG_9568 _MG_9575 Suddenly overwhelmed by this longing to go back in time. this is me being all emotional. in order : caryn's bday at Jamies + westlife concert / kaa kaa!/ hilary's birthday /dressing up & being girls before the lavender fielday/silly faces with kimi in greece / right after my 24th birthday /the day the olympic torch came to hatfield / christmas getaway /outside rainbow/ donna erika! / shaunlyewoozychinchin/ them showing support at the final exhibition / being zambian at the worldcup ele house : chipolo polo eyeeehhh / weilin's bday + pinata! /bbq summer nights /guys learning bsb moves / backyard filming / couch out of the house / summer lovin defintely